What is it???...

Topping the class in Mid terms. People going Ga-Ga about how you are such a genius. People you don't even know coming upto you sayin that they've heard so much about you. Friends and pseudo-friends both caring so much for you ...

Seems perfect na?

Apparently it does. But if you were me, you would think otherwise.

I dunno what it is. But sure there is something wrong. There is something which makes me cry each night under the blanket. Something which makes me go mood-off on a day when everything is perfect. But I have no idea what it is ...

Maybe I still love HIM......cuz it still kinda feels bad when he doesnt reply to msgs

Maybe I feel bad cuz no1 else around me is doing well.

Maybe I ..... I dunno

I just dunno. 

I am not alone, but am lonely.So many people who talk to me. But no1 who'll listen to me.

I don't wanna live here. I wanna run away from here. To a place where there is nothing. To a place where there is no1.

I am crazy :|

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